Crying

So I walked up to her asking her about dinner and what I can have right? So she goes and says “is that your apology?” What. Naturally I said no and then left. Then I started thinking this chick wants me to apologize for being upset with her for yelling at me to do something I had already planned to do later in the day when no one would get in my way. She didn’t apologize for literally making me feel useless and like failure and for the shit she said to me yet she expects me to apologize for crying and yelling back since she didn’t want to listen to me tell her what I was doing. Okay.

And then my dad just yells FUCK randomly just now while I was writing this so my anger has disappeared I think he thought I left bruh bless the good dads they’re so under appreciated this man really sat in my room who knows how long rubbing my back encouraging me until I finally calmed down and watched movies with me into the next day

I rlly just wanna take time outta my life and put every manga i can find on this website, and just 'Want to read' that bitch, and read em. But like at the same time ik my commitment issues are.. well *Existing* and its just gonna stay there for the rest of this websites life. Ugh im just rlly bored and avoiding my friends bc of the guilt i have of recent events.. Ughh idk anymore. Anyways, how was your day :D