Want To Have Fudanshi Bf

There is so much drama on this site and I am just trying to sit here and hold me laughter in because people are full on bashing each other and really arguing on a illegal manga site .... also does anyone know who is kimiko because I keep hearing about them and I have no idea who they are

so i mostly know about me being bi(like girls and guys) but the thought having
sex make me feel gross(and i don't have wanting sex feeling) and i'm thinking i might be ace and bi but people said i cant be both.but i keep daydreaming about a gf or bf.So i don't know if I'm bi or ace.Can i be both?

(I don't know that much about sexually and i'm kinda new to this being confused about my sexually sometimes i feel like i'm a outcast of the LGBT+
i'm sorry if i'm too clueless i'm 14 and dumb :/)

I know, im such a loser and I should have tried harder to be more social and kept ppl in contactI've lost friends for reasons (they moved or i listened to the wrong people) and my friends stopped talking to me (im a senior so never going back to real school to make new friends :( ) and guess what- im going to a community college and it is said its harder to make friends there so yeah im fucked and i'll never make new real friends again and wont get to hang out with people :,(( my teen years are WASTED