Being A Fucking Edgelord

hi my fucking life was going amazing the past week and im having a breakdown now haha. i want to fucking cry and punch shit but i cant for some reason, LMAO.

my 18 year old cousin took my fucking tablet to listen to music [why the fuck was i so stupid and fucking naive to give it to him??? what the fuck] and he went to work a while ago and didnt give it back. my brothers room is locked so i dont know if its in there and i fucking need that tablet because i spent all my money putting credits shit onto there to buy discord nitro and other shit.

i texted him and my sister and her friend [his gf] and they all basically just collectively said "wtf" except for him bc he didnt respond. im having a fucking mental breakdonw right now i really thought my life was getting better and I as a person was getting better but im still so fucking stupid and naive to trust stupid bitches with my shit. im fucking crying what do i even do at this point????

no need to respond btw i just have absolutely nobody to tell this to and im sobbing and i dont want to get him in trouble with my mom so i just have to suck it up for now haha.

Just to clarify its not a real day but stupid lil boys are trying to make it one. Yes we know people get r@p3 everyday but tomorrow a lot of people might be one of their victims. People are going to follow the stupid person who made this thing just like people followed that dude who made super straight. This world is disgusting and filled with a lot of disgusting people so dont be mad that we are telling y'all to be safe. Yes u should be safe everyday but you should be safe defiantly tomorrow. Please everybody be safe. Please tell people about this.

I speak English(fluent), Mandarin(half-fluent because I never bothered to learn that much when I was young), and understand some Spanish(half-fluent because I can never really grasp my classes).