When I'm down, it's more of a state of apathy and hopelessness. The pessimistic idea that despite wanting and craving change, it is the one thing I cannot achieve. I either put on some music, get bored of it and get a headache from the noise, or watch a film. Preferably a sad film, but seriously nothing is able to get these tears out. It used to fe...... reply
I cry a lot and journal stating my problems and concern and reassure and support myself. This works as an outlet for my emotions then I watch fun videos on yt and if I'm able to sleep I do. 1 reply
Cry teehee. Maybe seek some help.
Had my first schizo episode (?) 2 years ago and with my already terrible anxiety; it had me throwing up everyday and feeling shitty/weak. My mental pain and fear spread to my physical body oof. I remember throwing up and passing out for a hot minute outside the SAT building so I just never took it because i couldn...... reply
I start thinking I have no worth as a person and especially as a woman, all my efforts are pointless and won't change anything, I don't feel enjoyment in doing anything, everything seems futile, I don't believe in good future, I'm afraid that I will always be lonely and not needed for anyone, I feel I'm too ugly, disgusting, incompetent and inferio...... 1 reply
Right now. Gave my med entrance exam 2 days ago. Gave the worst exam. I studied for the last 4 months for this exam and i know i wont pass this. My family doesn’t have enough money to send me to a private university. This was the only hope for me. If i don't get into med then it's over for me. I'm crying non stop after giving the exam. I studied ...... 1 reply
