I don't like taking pictures because whenever I smile I look like I'm provoking someone to start a fight. So I tried practicing how to smile normally in the mirror but instead, I looked like I was mocking someone. But when I don't smile for a photo I get asked if something's wrong. Normally I just say no and smile as little as possible but every ti...... reply
I'm gonna die alone without any achievements in life and I'm gonna regret every second I'm experiencing rn when I die I say I only live for my religion but I can't even stop being lazy enough to fo the most basic prayers I'm exchanging a little sleep for having the best VIP eternity. I'm gonna curse at myself so much yet I'm so lazy and dumb to cha...... 1 reply
I have a jinx . When I read smut or lewd things, unlucky things happen to me . Believe it or not the last time I read smut, my town was flooded. There’s other worse things with that timing too. But I still read it lol 4 reply
I had to practice my smile countless of times because I can’t genuinely smile and I act out various characters because I don’t really have a sense of identity anymore. 1 reply
I hate irl interaction. I want people to just leave me alone. (I will die if they do, i dont hate them either but my feelings are real) online interactions >> offline. I get nervous around people and i hate it. And it grew even more the first time i had to present infront of 60 people on stage. (It was mandatory for everyone) and i fuked it up so b...... reply
I used to looked like this lmao, I loved wearing dark clothes and acting boyish ( I still do this but my style changes based on my mood )
But now I look like this (I’m filipino btw and yes I have a very pale skin sometimes other people mistake me for a Chinese or a Korean person )
Ps. I have a big ass glasses cause I’m blind as hell 1 reply