I always feel like I'm a disappointment to my friends and family, despite them telling me otherwise. I feel like a mess that has yet to be wiped up off the floor. I constantly want to end myself but Black Butler hasn't finished yet so I guess I'll try to hold on a little longer. 1 reply
I have bad social anxiety to the point where I take extra time to review what I type or what I say before delivering it. Just typing this this is making me feel very very weird, it's as if eyes are watching every single word I type. I can't handle crowds much and especially audiences. I even have mental panics whenever the teacher calls my name out...... 1 reply
It was December, and snowing and some girl was playing games on her chromebook. The teacher caught her and threw her chromebook out the window *while there was snow on the ground* and wasn't allowed to get it after class. reply
I wish I could change my personality and temperament. I'm such an introvert and creature of habit, and it really impedes on my ability to do such simple things. Not to mention I get anxious over everything. I would love to not feel like my heart is gonna explode just at the thought of talking to a stranger on the phone or in person. I would change ...... reply
Apparently our school banned cough drops since some random kids were mixing it with Gatorade and making drugs or something with it? And when 'that' season came around and EVERYONE was coughing I brought cough drops and honestly wanted to try making that weird Gatorade thing myself, just to try it out. Anyways, I was your go-to girl when it came to ...... reply
I've never been hurt or touched by anyone but everyday people that I know really well, I always imagine them hurting or abusing me and my body, ever since quarantine I've been going through my low, I have no motivation, I cut myself shame myself, cry myself to sleep and nobody knows. I think about killing myself everyday and when I'm sad and alone ...... reply
