Once in 1st grade, I was on recycling duty with these two other kids. We had to go around the school by ourselves putting each class's recyclables in our big bin. I was really awkward and shy and didn't do anything without permissions so I refused to go to the bathroom and I ended up peeing myself in my skirt and there was just this puddle on the f...... 1 reply
I have a hard time trusting that my friends genuinely want to be friends with me. I pretty much never tell them very personal things about my life, like if I don't feel so happy or when my parents get into an argument. A lot of the times it seems like people just don't care about what I have to say. Whenever I tell people stories or try to tell the...... 2 reply
My anxiety gets in the way of everything. There's things that I want to say and do, people I want to talk to, friends I want to make, but I can't do any of the things I want to because of constant panic and fear of what will happen. That I'll be hurt or looked down on for something as normal as trying to form a friendship or saying hello. Even atte...... 1 reply
My communication skills. I just wanna be able to lead a conversation, be able to read the room, know what to say and stuff like that. It’s just awkward when I don’t know how to say what I wanna say haha reply
I wish I had a bit more confidence in myself and that I'd be able to speak my mind more clearly instead of it coming out in a jumbled mess. I also wish I didn't have cankles, which is probably my biggest physical insecurity. Unfortunately, they're genetic and it takes a butt-ton of yoga to trim them down because for some reason running and stuff do...... reply
okay so a friend asked me if it was possible to feel colors, and when she mentioned gray, i kind of felt wrong. i feel gray most of the time. something just feels wrong- i don't know what. 1 reply
CW: gender-related dysphoria, depression, bodily anatomy, some explicit mentioning of sex in relationship to bottom dysphoria, suicidal ideations, a brief mention of rape
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I want to get my breasts off my chest because of severe top dysphoria that has been plaguing my life for a little of ten years now and, before that, mild dysphoria that goes...... reply
I want to be able to trust people more, like being able to tell others my problems, feelings and stuff, my friends and family always tell me theirs and says they are always there for me but I have trouble telling them any of that, even when it is a small matter. Other than that, I wanna change my broad shoulders, short height, and my low level of c...... reply
there's so much i want to change about me, including emotionally, psychologically, and appearance. but i know it was too much to change all of it. but the first one i want is to be taller. and maybe because this obsession to be tall i drank so much medicine/drugs for become taller, so i also want to stop my addiction of eating medicines sigh... reply
