Crippling Anxiety

envy TT TT when i was younger i had a friend and we had similar (basically the same) interests but she was always better than me and even if i’ve done something for longer i’m still always second best ╥﹏╥   reply

I have high expectations of myself so I try hard to find out and know about things that I may encounter even the most trivial ones. and when time comes that I am able to answer questions abt those and nobody can, they find me ummm a know-it-all perhaps? and when they mention that I get defensive and seem arrogant to them so I lose friends :')   reply

Lmfao toxic traits? Saying I have alot would be a understatement. Let's see I'm a pathological, impulsive, compulsive liar, stubborn, obsessive, possessive, cruel, unsympathetic, narcissistic, arrogant, Impatient, Overcritical, Lazy, Eldritch   1 reply

i’ve been told that i’m toxic for being over confident in my abilities, and that i don’t pull punches, which makes me lose friends   1 reply