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Hellish's Serious Topics (Lots of Profanity)
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13 10,2020
Hiya, there was someone who shared a gif of Roro-chan's de^th.
I told my sister what happened to her and why the girl had c^^mited ^^^cide, and she was like "Stop watching stuff like that" because I showed her a music video that was made for Roro-chan. I told her, "Nothing is wrong with it, it's not JUST ^^^cide, but mental illness in general"
Of course I ranted in my head. All parents and older siblings say is "Don't watch that stuff, it's bad", "That's just a phase", "They're mixing up their emotions". It's so FUCKING annoying. It's NOT bad to learn about these stuff, we SHOULD learn about these things, because we need to help these kids. They say our feelings are mixed up, they say that we don't understand because we're young. But can they not feel the same way? Just because they are older? How can you ignore a topic with me talking about Mental Illness? I NEED to know, I'm not going to just shut up because it's something humans need to fix. KEEP YOUR FUCKING EYES OPEN DIP SHITS. IT ANGERS ME SO FUCKING MUCH BECAUSE IN HER LAST MOMENTS MEN WERE SAYING VULGAR THINGS. AND THEN MY SISTER HAS THE FUCKING AUDACITY TO TELL ME NOT WATCH THESE THINGS??? WHAT THE FUCK DO THESE FUCKERS KNOW???!!! KIDS ARE DYING ONE BY ONE, THEY ARE CHOOSING TO LEAVE THIS EARTH BECAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE THE EASIEST WAY OUT, BUT YOU'RE STILL TELLING ME THAT THIS IS BAD AND WILL EFFECT ME? WHAT THE HELL WILL EFFECT ME??? THEY'RE ALREADY DEAD, BECAUSE NOBODY DIDN'T DO SHIT! "Parents and Adults are just 'trying' to keep us away from these videos and topics for our own good, and so that we don't get ideas and follow their footsteps" IF SOMEBODY SAYS THAT SHIT, I'M GONNA BLOW (edit: hi, this was after I said all that, no, i'm not going to blow, everyone has opinions but I'm just REALLY pushing mine out there. I'm not attacking anyone) If they want me to stay away from these 'things', they better STEP THE FUCK UP, and talk to me one on one like a fucking adult. Don't crawl behind me because that's some fucked up shit.
OH MY GOD, I WENT OFF T-T, no I am not going to delete all of that and retype something to make myself come off 'nicer', no, I am NOT nice, when it comes to these topics. I don't CARE if someone opposes against me, I don't CARE if someone starts to hate me. Because what I say is TRUE, and you KNOW it. IUYWEOGC*YBEICWG*F WY$BIEYI DIDN'T MEAN TO GO OFF LIKE THAT, BUT SOMETHING HAD TO BE SAID KEKEKEKE
-Hellish
I told my sister what happened to her and why the girl had c^^mited ^^^cide, and she was like "Stop watching stuff like that" because I showed her a music video that was made for Roro-chan. I told her, "Nothing is wrong with it, it's not JUST ^^^cide, but mental illness in general"
Of course I ranted in my head. All parents and older siblings say is "Don't watch that stuff, it's bad", "That's just a phase", "They're mixing up their emotions". It's so FUCKING annoying. It's NOT bad to learn about these stuff, we SHOULD learn about these things, because we need to help these kids. They say our feelings are mixed up, they say that we don't understand because we're young. But can they not feel the same way? Just because they are older? How can you ignore a topic with me talking about Mental Illness? I NEED to know, I'm not going to just shut up because it's something humans need to fix. KEEP YOUR FUCKING EYES OPEN DIP SHITS. IT ANGERS ME SO FUCKING MUCH BECAUSE IN HER LAST MOMENTS MEN WERE SAYING VULGAR THINGS. AND THEN MY SISTER HAS THE FUCKING AUDACITY TO TELL ME NOT WATCH THESE THINGS??? WHAT THE FUCK DO THESE FUCKERS KNOW???!!! KIDS ARE DYING ONE BY ONE, THEY ARE CHOOSING TO LEAVE THIS EARTH BECAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE THE EASIEST WAY OUT, BUT YOU'RE STILL TELLING ME THAT THIS IS BAD AND WILL EFFECT ME? WHAT THE HELL WILL EFFECT ME??? THEY'RE ALREADY DEAD, BECAUSE NOBODY DIDN'T DO SHIT! "Parents and Adults are just 'trying' to keep us away from these videos and topics for our own good, and so that we don't get ideas and follow their footsteps" IF SOMEBODY SAYS THAT SHIT, I'M GONNA BLOW (edit: hi, this was after I said all that, no, i'm not going to blow, everyone has opinions but I'm just REALLY pushing mine out there. I'm not attacking anyone) If they want me to stay away from these 'things', they better STEP THE FUCK UP, and talk to me one on one like a fucking adult. Don't crawl behind me because that's some fucked up shit.
OH MY GOD, I WENT OFF T-T, no I am not going to delete all of that and retype something to make myself come off 'nicer', no, I am NOT nice, when it comes to these topics. I don't CARE if someone opposes against me, I don't CARE if someone starts to hate me. Because what I say is TRUE, and you KNOW it. IUYWEOGC*YBEICWG*F WY$BIEYI DIDN'T MEAN TO GO OFF LIKE THAT, BUT SOMETHING HAD TO BE SAID KEKEKEKE
-Hellish
Stop comparing yourself to others. You know, like, "I was able to do that without complaning, you are just too spoiled/weak to do it."
No, this sentence isn't helping in some cases. Not everyone's like you, not everyone can handle it like you, not everyone's mentally strong. I'm saying this because I just saw people commenting in social media like "Sxicide is not the answer. Just pray, endure it and you will be able to finish what you are doing." OKAY, THE NEXT SENTENCE WON'T BE AN OPINION ANYMORE. STOP SAYING THIS SHXT. OH, I'M SO SORRY, THAT THIS PERSON IS MENTALLY UNSTABLE, KAREN. YOU THINK, YOU ARE SAYING SOME MOTIVATIONAL SHXT?? I HOPE YOU WON'T EXPERIENCE WHAT THEY ARE ALSO EXPERIENCING, YOU INSENSITIVE PRICK
No, this sentence isn't helping in some cases. Not everyone's like you, not everyone can handle it like you, not everyone's mentally strong. I'm saying this because I just saw people commenting in social media like "Sxicide is not the answer. Just pray, endure it and you will be able to finish what you are doing." OKAY, THE NEXT SENTENCE WON'T BE AN OPINION ANYMORE. STOP SAYING THIS SHXT. OH, I'M SO SORRY, THAT THIS PERSON IS MENTALLY UNSTABLE, KAREN. YOU THINK, YOU ARE SAYING SOME MOTIVATIONAL SHXT?? I HOPE YOU WON'T EXPERIENCE WHAT THEY ARE ALSO EXPERIENCING, YOU INSENSITIVE PRICK
