My worst fear is to no longer care for anything in the world. I suppose it doesn't make sense so I shall clear it up a bit. I feel that this is a fear of no longer loving or not being able to feel or have any "special" attention for something I guess... This fear had developed in me overtime and I found it bothersome because my daily life was start...... 3 reply
I'm afraid of the sound of the chain and the dog's barking, you know when i hear that somewhere near me I feel like the enemy is near and it's gonna hurt me. I'm not afraid of the dog but his barking. The feeling is like this reply
Nice art would be on top of the list, I don't mind cliché plots coz I believe that each mangaka adds their very own flavor to the table. I also very much prefer if the uke is light-haired, most preferably blonde. I catch myself being disinterested if the uke has black hair. Lately I've been thoroughly enjoying pshychological BL, the more twiste...... reply
When my best friend's mental health totally derailed. Our other friends lost interest and I ended up as one of very few supports for my friend to rely on. Of course this led to me being manipulated and exhausted, yet entirely afraid to complain, as I stupidly felt as though I was not allowed to do so ("I'M not the one with the depression, I've got ...... 2 reply
Not being able to ever fall in love.
If I imagine that I could die any second without being ever in love with someone, not being able to be loved by someone...
Whenever I read a BL I always think of "Ah... I also want something like that...". 3 reply
oblivion. ╥﹏╥
anyone remember mayuri's (yes i watched bleach when i was 13 fkn fight me) lecture in the arrancar arc? yeah that.
or like doing something painful and arduous for an incredibly long time, only to think you've finished and find out you have 300 lots of what you just did to go. 2 reply
my own FATHER (who wouldn't fear their own parents--unless you are scumbug or have a poor relationship with them)... and the REAL WORLD, but what can I do? its inevitable to ignore it. As what Ginoza Nobuchika said ***"If you look away and just turn your back on those you don't understand, you'll regret it someday. Accept what's happening before yo...... 1 reply
Since I like a cute kids, my favourite story is a family themes (seme/uke who already have a child before), and it's depend to my mood. Sometimes I want some smuty but sometimes I just want something fluffy or tear-jerking story. Oh and don't forget about the good plot (〜￣△￣)〜 1 reply
