When i lost the person i loved , one month before my 18th birthday , stayed for years suffering , only last couple of months i started to get better , maybe because i discovered my interest in yaoi , which filled so little of this empty chest of mine , also making some friends here , since i rarely social real life .. 3 reply
My little brother, my childhood friend, even my boyfriend know I like yaoi (〜￣△￣)〜
Whenever I buy a yaoi manga/novel or when I play bl theme games, i'll always show it to my lil bro and he didn't annoyed at all xD 1 reply
yeeeeea. it was like in middle school. when my very close best friend betrayed anime (when she was a complete weaboo) and got into something COMPLETELY the opposite. my heart was in fire when I see her insulting anime and manga while admiring her new thing that she loved. like bruh! you abandon anime!. thats mean the word "anime" should not be in your dirty tongue of yours!.
Unfortunately I use the same PC as my brother and one time he checked the browser history T_T so he knows what I'm doing...My parents don't know but if they ever find out they'll probably just lecture me about the bees and the flowers and get concerned that I read about homosexuality cuz they are Christians and sort of against it... 2 reply
Crowds and expectations.It's not an extreme fear where I'm getting panic attacks but I feel really awkward when I'm in a very crowded place...I start thinking that everyone is staring at me and that I may get squeezed to death by all the people.（￣へ￣）and then I'm also afraid that no matter how much I try I'll never meet my parents' expecta...... reply
When I cannot see anything that's when my fear comes. All you see is the dark but I always imagine about Supernatural related stuff . I don't know why though Maybe to go with the flow of the darkness.
There's also times when I try to tell scary stories to my friends/family like a lady crawling fast towards you, I always end up being the one scar...... reply
Maybe it sound funny but I have a terrible fear with Balloons. Every time I go to public area (especially mall/ outdoor park) and then see a little kids/parents hold a balloon and stand beside me, I'll got scared or my heart will beat faster and sometimes it's feels like I want to crying 7 reply
COCKROACHES!! Shit, they scared the hell out of me ╥﹏╥ Why the fuck that damn insects have the abilities to fly, swim and immune to death for God's sake??
I also scared of high places... I want to swim but I scared of the deep sea, I keep on imagines they will be anaconda pops out from nowhere or I would be attack by sharks... Since I was sh...... 3 reply
My worst fear is to be in a pit with spiders, butterfly dragonfly and everything else that flys. Then watching someone else get a needle on a stream. It may sound funny, but that is my worst fear ever!! ╥﹏╥ reply
