so my mother is quite mentally ableist and i was just wondering if asking if i hear voices in my head a form of gaslighting? like whenever i show symptoms of my mental illness, she asks if i hear voices. am i overreacting? is it gaslighting? i mean i already know my mum used to gaslight me and i can sort of grasp what it means to gaslight someone. is it just her being ableist, gaslighting or both? i get sorta paranoid when she asks that question especially because i still sometimes feel like none of my traumatic memories are real or "traumatic" and i'm sensitive/overreacting/ "crazy". i'm scared to go back to actually thinking that way. ugh i really don't know anymore. i don't think she's even intentionally gaslighting me haha. i really can't be bothered anymore. i'm scared. i think i'm in one of those times where i'm dangerously suicidal. so i also need advice on that. i'm scared.
No, you don't want to die,, you're gonna shit your pants when you die and that's fuckin embarrassing. Your parents, friend or a random stranger is gonna find your body with shit in your pant, thAT IS EMBARRASSING. NO reply
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CALL 1-800-273-8255
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=962SKdmM5Bg
Don't do that, to keep it light think about originality, bunch of people already went out that way. Can anybody say they lived long enough to see the highway expand even farther. exactly didn't think so, that could be you. reply
Why are people asking how to kill themselves?? I hope you're not serious, and even if you are joking it's not really something to joke about..If you're serious, don't do it. I'm here if you wanna talk I guess, but I really hope you're not serious. reply
