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So this guy used to like me and today I told him I used to like him.

And I thought he didn't like me anymore but he freakin asked me out to lunch?! And I was screaming in the kitchen I felt disgusted ?? I don't know why??

When my bro asked me if I still liked him I didn't know what to say, I couldn't say no or yes.
And so I told he guy not to get his Hope's up cause I was still confused( I messed up and said I still like him, that's why I said not to get his Hope's up )

And I fking agreed to lunch but fugg I feel so confused and mepp!

I feel like I lead him on and I feel like a btch

I don't really know what to do right now.T^T

I don't remember what the manga was about but I remember a scene in which the seme suggested the uke to film a AV so the seme recorded the uke while they were doing it and the seme kept saying that he likes his boyfriend cock and something like that pls help me to know the name of this manga :(((