tw// suicide, self harm
honestly, i don’t think i’m necessarily suicidal to the point where i need help, but there have been times where i’ve genuinely considered killing myself (playing how it’ll go down in my head, what id write in my letter etc.) but the fear of hurting myself, and the fact that i still have so many years left to live ...... reply
You know yourself best and i think we all have those deep secrets that we cant even imagine to reveal to anyone. Even to the person you trust the most. Problems, regrets, wants, kinks or whatever it is, just spill it here. We're mostly all strangers anyway ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍ (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
So when I was like 6 I was in my pool and you know the thing that shoots out clean water that goes through the filter. Wellll I kinda put my legs outside of the pool and my p**s* was on it and it felt good ahhhh. So then I was in my bath tub. I went under the water thingy and did the same thing. Gosh I didn't even knew what it was. (Time skip) Then...... 1 reply
I think when I was 5, I discover porn WHICH led me to hump (i don't know how to spell it) my toys or pillows, but i never did it as far to cum. By the time I turned 10, i caught back to watching porn and by that time i started to masturbate a lot. I was always a sinful child ( T﹏T ) 2 reply
Once my friend lent me a pen. It was a real nice pen, the kind you'd get in the good end of the Office Max pen aisle. I said I would return it to him at the end of the session...which I was planning to do, really. But we were packing up, and I looked for what was to be the last time upon the fine pen which I had taken such a shine to. Writing with ...... 3 reply