So when I was like 6 I was in my pool and you know the thing that shoots out clean water that goes through the filter. Wellll I kinda put my legs outside of the pool and my p**s* was on it and it felt good ahhhh. So then I was in my bath tub. I went under the water thingy and did the same thing. Gosh I didn't even knew what it was. (Time skip) Then...... 1 reply
I think when I was 5, I discover porn WHICH led me to hump (i don't know how to spell it) my toys or pillows, but i never did it as far to cum. By the time I turned 10, i caught back to watching porn and by that time i started to masturbate a lot. I was always a sinful child ( T﹏T ) 2 reply
Once my friend lent me a pen. It was a real nice pen, the kind you'd get in the good end of the Office Max pen aisle. I said I would return it to him at the end of the session...which I was planning to do, really. But we were packing up, and I looked for what was to be the last time upon the fine pen which I had taken such a shine to. Writing with ...... 3 reply
Uh 6 I think? I started watching porn really yong and just I found out that if I put something between my legs while I watch it would give me a funny feeling (so yeah I pretty much started dry hump my stuffed animals lol and yeah I used to stop before i cummed bcs I thought I was going to pee lollllll) yeah I totally shouldn't expose myself like th...... 6 reply
I'm no therapist or psychologist but maybe the reason you're less expressive, aren't as affected by things other people might relatively react strongly to, or can't process certain events is because it's a coping mechanism. Considering all that you're already going through (might even be considered traumatic because it's taking a toll on you physic...... reply
Find the right person to listen just pour it all out it’s not wrong to think like this because I’ve thought like this too so just find the right person that u know u can trust and that ur comfortable with and talk to them. 1 reply
