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toxic friends

riv riv 2020-07-31 20:25:08 About toxic friends
i've had toxic friends, and i was definitely one myself.

(i'm a changed person now dont attack me heh) i remember threatening my friends to kms if they cut me off, which i realize now was super fucked up, but they did it cause they knew it'd be better for both of us in the end. we were always fighting, and constantly hurting each other. im so happy they ended the friendship cause it was like a smack in the face for me, and helped me realize how terrible of a friend i was. of course, she wasn't exactly a good friend either, but compared to me, anyone was good. the thing that kinda sucks tho is that people are constantly judging me based on my past actions, which i guess is kinda reasonable, but they do it without getting to know the present me. i've also had a lot of toxic friends who have even told me to kms and spread false rumors about me. one girl accused me of flirting with a guy she liked, when i didnt even know she liked him, and i never even said a word to him. also um how tf do you even flirt?? like bro i was 12 at the time with bad social anxiety you really think i have the guts to flirt with someone? that one wasnt as bad tho cause everyone knew she was just lying for attention (she does this kind of shit a lot and i always seem to be her target) so it was more funny than angering lmao.

to conclude, im disappointed that i can write a fat ass paragraph about toxic friends but struggle to write a few sentences for an english assignment. thank you for reading, you just wasted your time reading this but lol thats not my problem

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Ifyoureadthisyoucanread September 9, 2020 6:29 pm

The past you reminded me of an old toxic friend of mine. Not be rude or anything but I kinda understand why people around you still judge you fo r your past actions. If my friend came to me and told me she's changed and is sorry for everything she's done to me... I wouldn't forgive her. She treated me really badly and cuz of her I had severe anxiety attacks and I don't think that's something you can forgive. Oh and yeah I've forgiven her lots of times, even though she didn't deserve forgiveness. So yeah, I'm truly happy you've changed and I'm sorry they still judge you, but try to understand, maybe they're still afraid and scarred because of your previous behaviour, the same way I am.

I'm sorry if this sounds rude but for real I have no intention to insult or offend you, and if i did offend you, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to.

Ifyoureadthisyoucanread September 9, 2020 6:28 pm

The past you reminded me of an old toxic friend of mine. Not be rude or anything but I kinda understand why people around you still judge you fo r your past actions. If my friend came to me and told me she's changed and is sorry for everything she's done to me... I wouldn't forgive her. She treated me really badly and cuz of her I had severe anxiety attacks, I don't think that's something you can forgive. Oh and yeah I've forgiven her lots of times, even though she didn't deserve forgiveness. So yeah, I'm truly happy you've changed and I'm sorry they still judge you, but try to understand, maybe they're still afraid and scarred because of your previous behaviour, the same way I am.

I'm sorry if this sounds rude but for real I have no intention to insult or offend you, and if i did offend you, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to.