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Important questions to all the people who are suicidal
Why are u suicidal, what makes u wanna leave this world, what do u think u would miss if u left, if u could live only with the people u love and trust would u stop being suicidal? I’m sorry if this is personal it’s just that I am suicidal and not depressed and I wanna know what r ur guys’s answers to these questions.
this is from a while ago but I just found it and sometimes i feel like killing myself because I don't really have any motivation im so scared of loving someone im scared of hurting someone or hurting myself. i just live touch starved and past trauma just makes everything hard. i just like listening to music and eating sweets. i read about fictional...... 1 reply
It’s not like I want to die, but I wish I could disappear for some time, you know. Sometimes I get these thoughts about how time doesn’t wait for anyone and I get scared of the adulthood responsibilities that seem to come closer and closer. Sometimes I feel like I’m drowning in my worries and it’s so tiresome /:
Besides that, Banana Fish i...... 1 reply
I don’t have any motivation to continue. I don’t care abt my future. Life is just miserable and school makes me feel like a failure. Being forced to do shit I don’t wanna do just pushes me closer to the edge for example public speaking. I would be happier if I didn’t have to endure breathing 24/7. 2 reply
I wouldn't consider myself suicidal, but I've thought about suicide so why not.
Why are you suicidal
- I have no idea come to think of it. I just remember being scolded a lot amd constantly thinking that I'm a burden to others. There are times where the crying got so bad I just feel like I want to smash my head in a wall
What makes you wanna l...... 1 reply
Well i don't really know why im suicidal, maybe because i've been through a lot and know my future is gonna be sad and lonely, and i think it would just be better to leave soon, than living my years being miserable and lonely, because i just know things are not gonna be better for me. This world is no good place and i don't feel like i belong anywh...... 1 reply
Well for me it’s cause everything is too boring. I cut cause it’s not boring. I randomly distance myself because it’s interesting to see the results. And I want to kill myself because it could be fun. Idk everything just feels so dull, and just doing something different or leaving a scar could be interesting. reply
being at the very lowest point and growing numb to it... i don't understand it either? one moment i'd be happy the next i feel like i'll relapse and sh
one thing that's keeping me going is the things i like: books, dramas, music. i try my best to distract myself from these thoughts tho tbh it's not very easy haha sjjsjs
bts is releasing music so...... 1 reply
