When I see/read someone harming themselves my wrist tingles and my brains thinks "what if you also do that" so sometimes I lick my wrists. yes it's weird but it helps me calm down 1 reply
I don't remember when but I feel like I was 15 when I wanted to cut someone's achilles tendon. Like cutting a piece out in a triangle if that makes sense. Or just ripping someone's nails out with something.
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When my dog was a puppy I was around 8 years old and I was just bathing her alone since no one wanted to help me. I was having fun...... reply
I don't know when or how I started thinking about killing people. I don't think I'll feel bad if I do kill them. Sometimes I even think what if my family dies. If I kill someone I'd probably stab them until you can't recognize them. Rather than the thought of killing myself, I thought about killing others. reply
Sometimes when I hold or see a knife I just wonder what's it like to stab someone with it.
What scares me is that if I kill someone I probably won't feel any remorse for them 1 reply
When i'm sitting near a stage or something while the people are performing, I'll just wonder, what will happen if i run up those stairs onto the stage and interrupt the show. reply
