I was disgusted at first, i was like 12, pretty young, but tbh a few months i dont really care anymore, i started getting invested about it, straight ships were getting mediocre, now im 20 i still read it. I dont care anymore. This is the only part of me that i wasn't proud of, so i always hide it. I hide it from my friends, my close sisters, to anyone i met in general. If my boyfriend ever asks about yaoi, i would be like "what's that?" and pretend i'm dumb about it :(( well back then, i used to think its quirky and ppl would be proud of me, "I'm no different gal" but now that seeing ppl how treated me about it. i hide it. I hide that I like to draw, I hide my passion, my hopes and dreams crushed before me. The dream of being an artist or animator instantly vanished. I hide the things that made me happy, I shut those things from everyone especially to my family. Now, I'm just a office worker just life was supposed to do.
