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I tried to jump from our apartment roof

Rencia Rencia 2020-09-06 22:09:04 About tried to kill yourself
Last year while I was having a really, really hard time, I thought I can end all bad things in my life easily by death (I was already Self harming myself) . I went to roof then I crossed the pillars but I couldnt do the rest of it. I just turned back and just leave over for later and I am still delaying and questioning myself to am I really want to die or not but actually I dont want to live but I dont even want to die, all I wanna is just time, so that's y I am delaying this. I don't really know what will I do in the future but I hope, whether it's death or not, it will be best for me.

(sorry if my eng is too bad)

Messages

samtammo September 8, 2020 8:25 am

wow, I'm glad you didn't give up, suicide is never the answer. Honestly keep fighting, you're so strong, I believe in you. (Your English is good by the way.)

Pananaoctopus September 6, 2020 10:20 pm

Don’t worry bout English there are American people that spell and grammar worse then that and plz spend more time thinking about if u wanna die don’t make the mistake of killing urself before u even know if u really wanna die

Rencia September 6, 2020 10:50 pm

oh thank you so much for thinking me

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