I did

There Was A One Time I Almost Tried To Really Kill Myself I Even Planned it The Whole .........I Have A Somewhat mixed feelings of anxiety ,hatred ,and trying to suicide I Don't Remember Much of it now But I Remember Returning home from school crying that's where I said tomorrow I will really kill myself I've been Stressful because I keep having misunderstandings
and Awkward fights
I'm Still Because.......When I Think About Dying I..... Always Kept Crying To the point I don't even remember what I was going to do ;-;