Kissing

I may have done it but I'm a forgetful dumbass and I forgot about it. My friends say that I kissed girl A on the lips in a dare but... even though I remember the dare, I don't recall kissing her. I kissed this other chick on the cheek just because, let's call her chicky-B, and I remember kissing her very clearly. Umm... IDK if that counts.
When I was in my tweens my brain liked to blot out kissing. I was like, twelve, thirteen maybe? I watched Yuri on Ice all the way through but when I got to the proposal part was confused because I was just like-- wait, they were in a relationship? What? Then when my friend told me that they had kissed-- I didn't remember! And I know that I had watched the whole episode because I could describe EVERYTHING ELSE in full detail-- except the kiss. Maybe I was so traumatized by seeing them kiss on the lips that my brain blotted it out to cope? I don't know. That was a LOONG time ago...
Now, random peeps kissing doesn't mess me up--AS much. Though I'm okay with kissing happening in porn? I-
I think I need to rethink my life as of now...
ME NOW: