wait you trust people, didnt know it was a thing.

I think my childhood till now is why I dont trust anyone. If I do I end up regretting and sadly closing myself off (I think this is like a toxic trait I have :(() I dont also believe in like bestfriends anymore, that was lost wooo, I have it a chance in becoming good friends and opening up but wow life must hate me so much or I deserve nothing that we ended up drifting apart and not on speaking terms and idkw. I cant even trust my family bc they seem so fake. If I do open up I'm just waiting for them to backstab me since I'm kinda use to it, not talking anymore but it's okay I like being alone, it does hurt a but but it's fine. Wow that's really depressing huh, my bad.

Well if you read this far I hope you are doing okay you beautiful human♡♡♡ much love and I hope you enjoy your day/night (●'◡'●)ﾉ