honestly this might be a little strange but whenever I feel sad or slight suicidal thoughts, I just remind myself that I’m going to get my ideal life one day. A life where I’m an office worker and I get back from my job to my empty apartment. I live alone and eat some microwaved food I brought back from the convenience store nearby. When I get home, I’ll sleep or enjoy myself doing whatever I want to. I just want a realistic life where I can be free, where it’s my own roof over my head and I won’t have to be restricted by my parent anymore and where I won’t have to be so sad all the time. An ideal life where I’m free and safe. Just a life where I’m happy
