have you ever stalked your ex-crush?

lol so, i had a crush on this boy in 3rd grade but he transferred schools in 5th grade, now we're in high school (we never saw each other again since then btw) and he appeared in my timeline while i was scrolling through facebook, then i thought, "it's gab.." and just clicked his pfp icon, and swiped through his profiles and then i saw a selfie of him wearing glasses taken from 2017 and i was like "what am i doing-" LIKE WTF i didn't even realize i was blushing and smiling too AND i hate myself for that because i had a crush on him for 3 years but never had the chance to confess to him, i also had a hard time moving on because like- HOW WOULD YOU FEEL WHEN YOU SUDDENLY JUST REALIZED THAT YOUR CRUSH SWITCHED SCHOOLS WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING then nOw T^T ok but yes, i just really thought it was cute and um i wanted to rant coz I HAD TO LET IT OUT.

ps. i don't have crush on him now :) because nO and plus.. I kinda swing the other way??