Was way too drunk

My first time was in the back of a guys car I knew him fairly well he was a friends friend but he was cool to talk with not really overbearing so anyways we were at a party and well I had too much to drink and I don’t think he did anyways this and that happened and I ended up doing it with him in his car I was too drunk to actually fight him off but I didn’t absolutely hate it And i was in a pretty bad place at the time so I didn’t care really how I lost my virginity then ╥﹏╥