i really don't know what to title this.

uh hi i know not a lot of people will see this or just scroll past this but I just feel like i needed to vent and I cant go to my family but I've had a rough day and something my sister said really tipped it off, she's always been the biggest problem in my life even though she's younger she uses my mental illness and anxiety against me calling me worthless and she does it in front of my family but they just let her say these things whenever but today really set it off. i left school because of bullying and attempting to take my life and its especially hard to find a job now for multiple reasons and she constantly uses it against me she said that she's better than me because she has a GED and a job and I'm basically nothing and that ill never amount to nothing but id love to go into makeup but every time i try and get a compliment she's always butting in and trying to get the attention back on her. I don't know how much longer I can take any more but all i ask for is just a nice comment or a virtual hug.