Ok so random rant

Today i was by myself and he came to start bothering me and i ignored him at first because nothing good comes out of paying him any attention and plus i have bad anger issues so i try not to act on situations, so when he realized i was ignoring him he came closer to me and drank my soda, i was already pissed of what he was doin before but he wasnt touching me or my things so i was able to ignore it but when he drank my soda it rlly blew my top so my hands moved and slapped him, his glasses ended up breaking when it flew off his face.He then had to audacity to say why did I slap him knowing he had glasses on.HE KNOWS I HATE HIM TOUCHING MY ME OR MY STUFF.Then I had said that just because u have glasses doesn't mean that when u bother me and drink my soda im going to ignore it.Then he went to go and tell my mom that I had slapped him.And here's what got me pissed she told him that whenever i come close to him he should beat me up like dead as beat me up.We always fight and he punxhes me in my face and stuff and she would usually say that he shouldnt touch me but when she told him that he could beat me up I just felt like that wasnt fair hes a whole year older den me and hes always hitting me and giving me a black eye and hurting me.So her giving him the permission to hit me really hit me hard.She said that should teach me a lesson that i should never touch my elders but he DOESN"T WEVEN ACT LIKE ONE SO WTF bro i rlly hate her and every time we fight he always always hits me first like im tired of this b.s and she never trys to hear my sided.There are times he literally hits me and I don't hit back and i tell her he hit me and she says stop acting petty and when i hit him back its a problem its so frustrating and i honestly hate being born into this family i rlly wish i wasn'r given birth to im so tired of this b.s and stuff like this always happens with my other sibling omg. ur probably not gonna read all this but i just wanted to let it out.