envy TT TT when i was younger i had a friend and we had similar (basically the same) interests but she was always better than me and even if i’ve done something for longer i’m still always second best ╥﹏╥ reply
I'm very pushy, not the hairo type more of the trashta type. I look back at my actions and pray every god out there every night that it was just a dream. I hate how acted so much that I became a very timid person and barely talk to new people face to face or ask them to do something or even ask anything in general and always think shit liek they wa...... reply
My mental illness , self identification online ... I follow others and I do exactly what they do with other friends believing I'm someone then change in one day lol.. reply
I’ve been told I’m too cold probably stems from being hurt in the past. I don’t look for friendships and I don’t care about a lot of things that probably why some people see me as a cold person, I could care less. Being called intimidating is a compliment for me. reply
I get extremely salty and toxic every time someone burst my bubble. I tend to have the habit to daydream all day which that is how I enjoy life daily and of course on hard times too but of course people don't have the slightest prudency to respect each's other space nowadays. Lost many friends and even a childhood friend since I get really unpredic...... reply
I get heated up alot in arguments. I have a habit to raise my voice whenever I'm in an argument (or speak in general).
Currently trying my best to tone it down even for a bit, but doesn't seem to work at the moment.
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Toxic is a strong word and what most people aren't nearly toxic and some most people do the same thing so. For me, it's not toxic but I don't reply to people right away a lot. Even if I'm actively texting someone, I'll lock my phone after replying and when they respond, I wait 5 to 10 minutes before sending a text back. It's a bad habit of mine tha...... reply
So well I’m terrible at confrontation, so my own way of showing someone what they did to me was wrong, is to guilt trip them. Most of the time it’s to my mom, and it’s just not eating anything for a couple of days or so. That’s the only fucking time she’ll care anyways reply
I mean I get jealous easilu but I don't necessarily do stuff bc of it
An example would be me and my friend were wishing on genshin impact and she got like these three cool characters (her brother and me were jealous bc we had pulled some less than likeable characters)
And she was like why are you mad at me and I said it straight to her that I do...... reply
