WOMEN

When my mother touches me I start sweating and nervously looking around. And if she gets any closer to me, I tear up. I also try to avoid her as much as possible. Same with my little sisters that I love so much. If they need help with homework, I talk to them on the phone. I feel safe at school because there aren't many girls in my class. I also sit very far away from them. I'm not even sure I know their name or how they look like. That's how bad it has gotten. Is this normal?