So a few months ago, the bungou movie came out. And I was working on my Chuuya outfit so I could cosplay when I go see the movie.
And omg, I stayed up for a whole week straight. I mean my body is already physically incapable of sleeping (I think people don't understand how serious this problem actually is, because this isn't hyperbole - I literally can't fall asleep unless the sun is out). But even someone like me would go a little crazy after a whole week. I feel like because of non-existent sleep schedule, I might seem like I handle lack of sleep better than most people, like my managers and coworkers don't ever think I look tired, but I definitely feel it. I'll still get other symptoms other people get, like not being able to concentrate, forgetting stuff, not having physical strength. And since I was working on this cosplay while also going to work every day, I was a mess. It got so bad that I couldn't talk properly, I'd always sound high/drunk and I couldn't really open my eyes. I became one of those characters who never open their eyes but they still smile hahahaha
The best part is, I never really got to finish it. So I stayed up all that time for nothing.
The other time wasn't as bad, but I stayed up for a few days because I was trying to finish a cosplay right before a con and I still wasn't done with it when we got to the hotel, so I ended up staying awake throughout the con, too. AND THEN I COULDN'T GO TO THE PHOTOSHOOT. It was so bad.
