I studied college at a prestigious school and took engineering. I am no no way genius at math, not even good at it. But I wanted to make my parents proud and went for it. IT WAS A LIVING HELL. I failed a lot of my subjects and been thru inferno and back in my 6 years in uni. I thought of killing myself so many times, it was like thinking what should I eat for dinner. Also, my bf cheated on me (f*ck you babe). But I survived. I just love my family too much and I want to go to Japan and Korea to eat street food; that was motivation. As for intrusive thoughts, that's human physiology.
