So it's been 4 years ago and I'm also toxic too at that time because I thought I should be friends with anyone and turns out that It only hurts me, that when I was asked "Who's your friends?" That I would feel that maybe they don't think I am, when we hang out there's always this borderline between us and it is very toxic since I opened up only to get bitched out but now finally down to two friends that I am confident on calling them my bestfriend and my only friends, it's the first time i've been in a healthy friendship and I feel the purpose that I should be there for them just like how they were on the days I was down, I love them so much.
