Have you ever tried being a better person and failed miserably

Well I try to be less angry cause I have a short fuse but when people just keep pushing my buttons and I hold it in one day it's going to explode so ya did not go very well hope I can be able to calm myself better   reply

For the past four years, I've been considered "the nicest person who can listen and advise everyone," and everyone close to me told me not to change. Well, now those people are not in my life and now I rather scare people with my attitude towards them, and that it shows how much I hate everyone who's trying to get close to me Yeah, I stopped trying......   reply

i try. i really try. but then i open the fridge & find the last slice of chocolate cake id hidden so i could eat at night as i watch anime missing and i just- yeah   reply