i think my time has come, this life will be over soon, but at this point im not scared anymore, i will accept it, my existence wont disappear because im endless like the universe, i used to be really scared but now i know im everything and endless and im tired of fighting against my daily circumstances, so i accept it, i WON'T be trying to ki** myself tho what are yalls thoughts on dying?
we live a life of sufferings and that is just a fact. Learn to embrace the suffering and find meaning in a meaningless existence. One must imagine sisyphus happy. People who are suffering often have a higher will to live than people in comfort and privilege because the struggle itself creates a sense of purpose and something that can veer the mind off existential rumination.
what you're feeling is a really common human experience and you aren't alone. I know I've felt that way before, and it's easy to oscillate between feeling hopeless and like everything is meaningless, cyclic. But there is light at the end of the tunnel and I often realize how grateful I am to exist and to be. To experience emotion whether it's joy, sadness, pain, or suffering is always temporary and everything passes and goes. In that sense, everything comes to an end but that's not necessarily a bad thing.
I do find it ironic tho that you speak of feeling endless and dying as if they aren't oxymorons. Yes you will die and no one's existence is endless as even the universe is finite. But there is nothing wrong with that. Because you live a temporary, finite, inconsequential life, you should cherish it exactly for this fact.
tldr: im not sure who you are, but it will be ok and there is meaning in the meaningless (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
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we live a life of sufferings and that is just a fact. Learn to embrace the suffering and find meaning in a meaningless existence. One must imagine sisyphus happy. People who are suffering often have a higher will to live than people in comfort and privilege because the struggle itself creates a sense of purpose and something that can veer the mind off existential rumination.
what you're feeling is a really common human experience and you aren't alone. I know I've felt that way before, and it's easy to oscillate between feeling hopeless and like everything is meaningless, cyclic. But there is light at the end of the tunnel and I often realize how grateful I am to exist and to be. To experience emotion whether it's joy, sadness, pain, or suffering is always temporary and everything passes and goes. In that sense, everything comes to an end but that's not necessarily a bad thing.
I do find it ironic tho that you speak of feeling endless and dying as if they aren't oxymorons. Yes you will die and no one's existence is endless as even the universe is finite. But there is nothing wrong with that. Because you live a temporary, finite, inconsequential life, you should cherish it exactly for this fact.
tldr:
im not sure who you are, but it will be ok and there is meaning in the meaningless (๑•ㅂ•)و✧