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I'm obsessive

Kileya Kileya 2019-04-14 09:23:26 About lose weight
Currently working on that summer instagram body. I'm 166cm and around 52-54kg. (my BM for underweight is anything below 51) loosing weight isn't as much of an issue since i look okay, skinny as I am. I just want my skin to be nicely tugged and feel great even after running up the stairs. I used to be chubby when younger so I am very insecure and till now I have obsessively monitored my diet and weight. Sometimes I manage to survive on an apple and a banana a day. I've been getting better though. I started exercising and I can eat more too. I measure my weight once a month if even that. And overall even if I think about gaining weight I am not freaking out when it happens and starving my body.

It's so much nicer to just put the 2h effort of harsh exercise in your weekly schedule. Trust me! Once you get into it and manage to keep it up it will be a life changer. Life is too short to count how many apples you ate today.

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notmeplease April 14, 2019 10:19 am

It's so motivating to read this, mostly the last part.
I've always been insecure about my body but
unfortunately it lead me to an ed. I started being too fixated without realising it's going the wrong way.
It's so good to see people choosing to be healthy and trust me being too much underweight really do sucks

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