I wonder if there's anyone socially awkward as much as me. I don't know how to attend the community activities I don't why even though I am 20 years old. I still struggle having a proper conversation with people, because when I try to be cold one; I become dictator and when I try to become soft it is like jolly all over me I stick to people and whenever I had a conversation I think about it at least for one month why the hell I just tell this, to that fucking annoying person, he/she is gonna use it. Oh god I am fucked up. And usually I hear that they really make fun of things I share with them. So the topic is that even though I seem tough I am a person and I struggle too and I also want have someone who will be next to me. Due to my bad skills to have a proper communication with people around me I tried using social media but it didn't help too. I know i make this too long what was your experiences with the people you know/met through social media and try to have sth deep like a friendship or relationship? ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ sorry for bad English I am not a native speaker.
socially awkward if I'm with people around my age but I'm completely fine socializing with older/younger people. Probably because my mother used to bring me to the family gatherings/wedding events when I was a kid. I kinda understand you, sometimes I tend to get super shy/awkward even when I'm interacting with people online. to the point that the conversations just died. That's okay, keep on trying and have confidence in yourself. Expand your connections and have fun! I'm currently in a ldr with someone that I met through playing online games, lmao, I can hardly believe it, but we have been together for months now. (●'◡'●)ﾉ I used to have several online friends but most of them I dont know what happened because of my lack of social skills but I hope they're doing fine and same goes to you
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socially awkward if I'm with people around my age but I'm completely fine socializing with older/younger people. Probably because my mother used to bring me to the family gatherings/wedding events when I was a kid. I kinda understand you, sometimes I tend to get super shy/awkward even when I'm interacting with people online. to the point that the conversations just died. That's okay, keep on trying and have confidence in yourself. Expand your connections and have fun! I'm currently in a ldr with someone that I met through playing online games, lmao, I can hardly believe it, but we have been together for months now. (●'◡'●)ﾉ I used to have several online friends but most of them I dont know what happened because of my lack of social skills but I hope they're doing fine and same goes to you