I just read part of a book and I related to one of the character’s emotions. She lives in the moment and feels distressed about the future. She wonders if things will change even in 30 years, towards her death. She’s stuck in a materialistic cycle while having an affair with an old lover and having a broken marriage with her husband(Which I don’t relate to). She is bored and thinks there’s nothing to live for. She lacks a true purpose of her life and is morbid.
