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I have no one to talk to but I just needed to let this out. Sometimes.. I just want everything to end. I have always thought of suicide but I'm scared of pain. I lost my job during the pandemic and I'm basically a burden to everyone around me. I tried applying for jobs and nobody wants me. I do art to redirect my frustrations and disappointments and I think I'm good enough cuz I do comms as well. But these days, even art does not do its magic anymore. Everyday is a constant battle. Thoughts shift from negative to positive to encouraging then completely hopeless. Im so confused.. just everything rapidly. Sometimes I think I'm crazy. I'm hanging on. I'm barely holding on. I tell myself to be strong. That this is just a test for me to overcome. All the self blaming and justifications are just excuses. I want to give up. So bad.
I just want to rest. Please let me rest. I'm so tired. I think I really am crazy.
Bestie, don't lose hope!
I've had my bad days too. Everyone does. But we need to keep fighting. Someone once said "Just breathe, life goes on "
..And that's true, really.
I know it hurts. I know you want to give up. But please just don't. It's gonna be okay soon, one day.
My dad often says this 'A problem seems a b...... reply
So, I feel like everyone has said what I want to in such a good way. I want to let you know that I am here for you. If you want to talk and become friends, If you don't want to become friends but instead just rant your day to a stranger, I'm here for you. Anything else I can help with? I'll try! My discord is Ant#1089.
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Everyone has bad thoughts and bad days. I, too, have felt that my life is a burden to people around me and meaningless. I have also felt that drawing is no longer satisfying my boredom and sadness. But don't blame yourself for all your problems and try to keep positive. Maybe you can find a new coping method or hobby. Please take care of yourself, ...... reply
I don't know much bout the jobs and all stuff, but ofcoss the pandemic give lots of impact on everyone including me. My life kinda start to become a mess, im starting to get more n more sensitive and ofcose negative. Being in a family house is kinda tiring sometimes, im not being unappreciative but i just
wanna have my own personal time, not leavi...... reply
