Twice so far

The first time it was 2 of my male classmates/friends even wrote a fluffy one-shot with them and of course I told them. Male 1 thought it was funny(I kinda dated him) and Male 2 was just like no (I now have a crush on this one). The weird thing is after about a few months the Male 1 told me he was starting to develop a crush for the other and thought he might be Bi. I was sitting there like "HOLY SHIT!!! I CAN PREDICT THE FUTURE! EVERYTHING I WRITE BECOMES TRUE! I CAN FINALLY WITNESS A REAL LIFE YAOI/BL!". He told told Male 2 and of course Male 2 rejected him, but they're still good friends.

Now the second time was with another pair of my male classmates/friends. They're both good friends and have like amazing chemistry so I thought they would be cute together. Also I kinda thought they were gay when I first met them. Sadly no love between these 2 happened. I was gonna write a One-shot with these 2 but like I couldn't think of a good set up or situation for the two.

Though now I don't really ship any of them anymore. What make this funny at least for me is that 4/4 of these boys I've had some kind of feeling for.

Male 1: We dated for a while, but I kinda couldn't stand him so now we just good friends.

Male 2: I've got a bit of a crush on. (HE'S CUTE SWEET AND AN OTAKU LIKE ME)

Male 3: I used to have a crush on him and even told him how I felt he rejected me and we stayed friends. But like he's a total jackass of a friend and I'm glad he didn't feel the same.

Male 4: I had a crush on him for like a week.

Why do I ship the boys I like together. I'm so weird.