sometimes you think you know them, but you don't. and the feeling of 'oh it was just my delusion' is the WORST. Rose tinted glasses are very different from positivity... And then once your delusional perspective of them disappears you're just like 'wtf' because they are so different. I've gone thru this experience many times and lemme tell you it's so sad...its different from like daydreaming because you know that a daydream is just a daydream.
