Trying to face my f*CKING fear.

I'm at school today. I thought I could do it. But I'm here on the school Rooftop hiding. I just can't anymore. I thought I told myself to talk to my teachers but no one wants to deal with someone like me. No one wants to deal with a problematic child because no one wants to bear that responsibility. I'm just scared. I don't know what to do and I'm just waiting for some vain hope. I can't talk to them because I know that I'm just going to be an inconvenience.