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Share your shameful past

Day Day 2023-09-25 06:34:14 About get to know you
Have you ever gone back to see some of the stuff your past self read or did? Obviously, I did, and I do not recognize myself. I don't know her. We don't know each other, and I will never be associated with her. I was literally a fujo in the past until I was 14, and I am disgusted with my past self for being that way. Let me just explain some ideas. I had what I had thought was right in time.
For example, I used to fetishize MLM and would ship actual people, among other things, and my favorite manga was Hidoku Shinaide. Also, I started reading BL when I was 9 and I started using the site at the same time, and we already know what type of site this is, so a lot of my ideas and beliefs were compounded from what I saw other people were doing, and mainly those people were also ignorant and stupid, and a lot of the content I consumed contained wrong ideals and ideas and a lot of non-consensual content.
I only changed because people started calling out the people I got my information from on their bullshit, so I took the time to learn why what they were saying was wrong. I also learned what consent is, what a healthy relationship looks like, what safe sex is, and what kinks are. I even discovered my sexuality by simply taking the time and doing research.
With all that being said, please don't believe what you see on the site, especially if you're really young. And if somebody sees someone like that, please call them out on their bullshit.

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SlitherAndHiss September 29, 2023 1:59 pm

I drew smut on several occasions and will continue to so at the cost of my dignity :)

It's okay we've all been flashbanged by the traumatizing stuff on the internet and we're still alive! Cheers to that!

[黄] ₙ ₑ ₖ ₒ September 25, 2023 6:41 am

been there, done that. Atleast you were willing to change and be educated. Unlike others, who knows what they're doing is wrong but is still doing it anyways