Have you ever had a friend of the opposite sex. Well, I have or at least I believe I have . Don't misunderstand me, im not two-faced person. It's just that my bestfriend have done the things too difficult for me. We are together from primary school. We were always doing the things that besties are doing. But... Now in high school things have changed. Well, at the first year nothing have happened. At the second year the things start changing. This time I had a boyfriend that was also his best friend. Everything was going perfect. And my best friend had a relationship with a friend of mine. When we went on a trip with school all changed. At the bus I was sleeping on my best friend belly because he is abit fatty than my boyfriend. I ended up have broken up with my boyfriend because he was jealous. But now I see that he wasn't wrong. My bff behaves different fom the first class. He catch my hand in the class, he takes my leg and puts it on his, sometimes that I lied on him he felt me up too..... (He was doing this after I broke up till now) . Before quarantine comes we were returning from school. We were doing idiotic things like always. One of them was to play glance competition (I don't know how it is called in English. The game that the person who keeps the eyes opened more that the other wins.) We started in the first round I cheated. In the second round without me realizing he was closer to me, and he kissed me. I pushed him and I have stayed here like stone. After that we were talking for other things and he had me in his arms. He came closer to me and he was making signs with his eyes to kiss him. I didn't. I couldn't do it. He understand it and he hugged me tight. After this it happened the same but we really kissed.... Because my parents called me because I was late, I ran back home. He called me I didn't picked up. Something I forgot to sai is that he said something "weird" too. He said something like : what I have is yours and what you have is mine as well. I haven't brought it up from then. Two weeks we were texting each other. And I wanted to test him what his reaction would be if someone was interested in me. (It's true the things I told him) .i told him that there's a boy that he likes me more than friend and everything. He doesn't know him, and quickly started asking for him. I didn't tell him any information about him. But he was acting like he was jealous. Now I don't know what to do.... The other guy seems to have true feelings for me and he have common interest s as well. But I don't know I love my bff I feel confused. I'm afraid too. He is bad at relationships.... And this doesn't help me as well. Have you ever experienced something like this ?
