I've tried to kill myself multiple times and each time i fail it makes me feel more useless. My family don't support me i can't even class them as family anymore. They are probably the worst of all and have made my depression and mental health issues so much worse. Most of my friends have left and that really makes me have more reason to end it because honestly who would care and wouldn't it just be better for everyone if i left their life and I'm practically failing at everything in my life right now.
The only thing that really has kept me going is a promise i made to my best friend and the fact i still have to finish a few things.
I'm not one to talk because of how many times I've tried and how I'm still always thinking about ending my life but I'ts not worth it. You should live your life how you want and move away from toxic people when you can and seek help. Gradually it will get better as I've seen it in other people.
