It cant be helped. I dont know too. I have everything I need. I just feel so lonely I dont even know where its coming from. I feel so useless. People like us feel as if the world doesnt need us. The only thing keeping me alive at this point is the thought that my family would suffer without me. I cant leave them now. Not now. Someday I will go, but not now.
Wow exactly my thoughts. I kinda feel a deep emptiness i don't know why. I just continue to live on for my family and friends. But lately I think I should live on as one day I will surely do something to make me feel useful, feel alive. Thus I've become more confident in my existence. At least I'll try to achieve that goal, and if nothing changes, as you say, I will go. But not now.
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Wow exactly my thoughts. I kinda feel a deep emptiness i don't know why. I just continue to live on for my family and friends.
But lately I think I should live on as one day I will surely do something to make me feel useful, feel alive. Thus I've become more confident in my existence. At least I'll try to achieve that goal, and if nothing changes, as you say, I will go. But not now.