I don't necessarily consider myself super unattractive (atleast w makeup on) but my friends are more attractive and probably have better personalities than me and I can't help but feel jealous when they get attention. I don't want to sound like a bad friend but I wish I got nearly half the attention they did. Just recently some guy started talking to me and even tho I didn't really have high hopes abt it turning into anything, I found out he was only using me to get with my friend. Man I'm so annoyed that I even entertained him but any attention is good attention Ig. Just wish I could change my entire being. I have so many things I want to change that I don't even know where to start. On top of that, I have a health condition that makes my face so round and chubby so like what the hell am I even supposed to do? Especially with being in a group, it makes me feel like I don't even deserve to be there. Like im a visual hole. Mb for the rant
Please never forget that beauty is subjective. Beauty standards don't give a shit about your health. It matters to you right now, but what about in 5 years? Is the fact that you're not a gigi hadid lookalike today gonna severely impact you in the future? The answer is probably fucking not. Enjoy the good memories you'll have right now and learn from the bad ones. Craving attention and love like you see your peers get is normal. You're not a bad friend, you're human. Go hang out with your friends and don't worry too much about your looks. Also, legend says your present face is the one you fell in love with in another life. Round or not, love yourself like you deserve to be loved.
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Please never forget that beauty is subjective. Beauty standards don't give a shit about your health. It matters to you right now, but what about in 5 years? Is the fact that you're not a gigi hadid lookalike today gonna severely impact you in the future? The answer is probably fucking not. Enjoy the good memories you'll have right now and learn from the bad ones. Craving attention and love like you see your peers get is normal. You're not a bad friend, you're human. Go hang out with your friends and don't worry too much about your looks. Also, legend says your present face is the one you fell in love with in another life. Round or not, love yourself like you deserve to be loved.
Get yo money up and be who you wanna be ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
THIS