ugh relationships are hard _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):

been in two relationships in my life, one with a boy named blake who was an absolute asshat. he was nice when he wanted to be but i came to find that i didn’t like boys as much as i liked girls. there were still some boys that i’ve had crushes on. i couldn’t really see myself in a real relationship with them or any boy tho... it’s usually just been a one sided crush that i’ve never acted upon. then i had a second relationship with a girl that was really good to me. her name was Penelope. i absolutely would say i fell in love with her...though sometimes things are one sided. but i understood bc i just wanted her to be happy. even without me. I write a lot of stories bc i like to put
my imagination onto paper and and a lot of times there will always be a minor character named penelope just because i loved her name as much as i loved her. just makes u see that sometimes people help you grow, even when they’ve been the best or the worst to u.