Something is wrong with my emotions?

In short, I recently moved away from home, to another state, hostel etc
I cried very little. Instead, whenever I read smthn even slightly emotional I feel the urge to cry a lot. I keep thinking I should read angst just so I can cry freely. (I have never enjoyed angst btw)
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Fiction has been my coping mechanism as well as smthn I truly love for years. But it feels a bit skewed how I can express my emotions thru stories of other characters only. Idk what this is....