helped me a lot

Just a small rant (?)

I've been reading a lot of (straight) manhwas recently, and honestly it helped me go through the tough times I've had in my life lately. Romance-wise, reading has helped me sort out the feelings for the person I like in both a negative and positive way. Negative being that I'll always remain to have high standards because I genuinely believe there are these types of men (and women) out there in the real world. This honestly made me get over my feelings more. Positive being that this helped me ease my sorrows towards what happened to me and the said person that i like. Obviously everything excessive is unhealthy, so I try to remain as rational as possible. It's just so warm reading beautiful stories and wishing that happiness like theirs can happen in this lifetime of mine too. Also helped me a lot with the mindset to not rush things so quickly; because what's meant for you will come to you, in the right time, in the right place, and with the right person. It gives me hope, even when I'm struggling with my grades this quarter and my life keeps going downhill, atleast reading and spending my time here distracts me from hurting myself and avoiding conflict from everything. It also gives me motivation to do my schoolworks (even though i still procrastinate)

I hope some of the people here feel the same way as me, I manage to turn this obsession of mine (reading because i have no other consistent hobby) into something good, and I hope it continues to be a good influence in my life further, and I hope more people could relate