This is the first time i am telling this experience .When i was a round 16 years old i went to the gym for the first time and it's a female only gym.
i was doing my thing when i caught a female staring at me ( with an emo-like hair?!!) Who looked like she was in her late 20's .I was a little pushed back but i didn't judge her ( like who am i to do that) and when my session ended i went to the changing room and started to change my close i was the only one there (for some reason :/?) And then she entred (the lady that was staring at me) and she started speaking to me and i replied (yeah never talk to strangers went out the window ) , i enjoyed chating with her to be honest but then when i was about to leave she pined me to a wall and kissed me out of nowhere ( and it was my first kiss) i pushed her and ran away home i felt bad and disgusting and i don't know why , i know for sure i am not homophobic cuz i used to have a crush on my girl friend but (_ _;).
( i am being over dramatic right ,but i felt violated)
Thank you know i am scared every time i am with a girl alone
Don't worry, that's a normal reaction, especially if that was your first kiss. I actually experienced something similar as well. My friend (female) kinda forced me to kiss her, and it wasn't even just a short kiss, we did it for quite some time and we both were, like 9 y/o. So yeah, it was kinda my first kiss? And I also felt weird an gross and disgusted for a few days, it was just terrible. I couldn't was the feeling of the kiss off my lips. And that wasn't because I'm homophobic, I actually might be bi myself. So yeah, don't feel over dramatic, you have every right to feel like that. It was your first kiss, and it was with someone you were not attracted to at all. And you're right to feel violated. I feel bad for you, since now you're scared to be alone with girls just because of this experience. It's sad. And to think that it was even an older girl... I hope you feel better now that you could take that off your chest.
Thank you that was pretty refreshing and yes true i felt bad for a long time and even acted weird towards my girl friends , and looking back at your story i think your experience was worst being forced to kiss someone and for a long time at such a young age is really scary, i hope you have overcome it and feel better we could have done nothing it was mean to be and hope nobody get to experience this again
you are not overreacting. What she did was sexual assault (french kisses are considered a sexual act by law i think) and you have the right to feel like that. Anybody would react the same way and it's like she wanted to pull a scene out of a movie, which is already weird by itelf. Maybe try talking to a close friend/parent etc about it? I feel that could help you process it. I hope you'll feel better very soon
Yeah i hope i will talk about it to my parents but i know for sure they will not take it well ( when thing like this happen i get yell at, like * wth why did you let her do that ext... ) that why i am talking about it here and feel pretty thankful
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Don't worry, that's a normal reaction, especially if that was your first kiss. I actually experienced something similar as well. My friend (female) kinda forced me to kiss her, and it wasn't even just a short kiss, we did it for quite some time and we both were, like 9 y/o. So yeah, it was kinda my first kiss? And I also felt weird an gross and disgusted for a few days, it was just terrible. I couldn't was the feeling of the kiss off my lips. And that wasn't because I'm homophobic, I actually might be bi myself. So yeah, don't feel over dramatic, you have every right to feel like that. It was your first kiss, and it was with someone you were not attracted to at all. And you're right to feel violated. I feel bad for you, since now you're scared to be alone with girls just because of this experience. It's sad. And to think that it was even an older girl... I hope you feel better now that you could take that off your chest.
Thank you that was pretty refreshing and yes true i felt bad for a long time and even acted weird towards my girl friends , and looking back at your story i think your experience was worst being forced to kiss someone and for a long time at such a young age is really scary, i hope you have overcome it and feel better we could have done nothing it was mean to be and hope nobody get to experience this again
you are not overreacting. What she did was sexual assault (french kisses are considered a sexual act by law i think) and you have the right to feel like that. Anybody would react the same way and it's like she wanted to pull a scene out of a movie, which is already weird by itelf. Maybe try talking to a close friend/parent etc about it? I feel that could help you process it. I hope you'll feel better very soon
Yeah i hope i will talk about it to my parents but i know for sure they will not take it well ( when thing like this happen i get yell at, like * wth why did you let her do that ext... ) that why i am talking about it here and feel pretty thankful
You aren't being overdramatic, that's basically assault.
I remember going home and brushing my tongue with toothpaste(´-﹏-`；) XD